nothing seems to have changed

yet everything is different

looking at the future with different eyes

feelings must be rearranged

-

you leave again

against your wish

I don’t know where to

-

when your name

chose to jump

into my eyes

some mysterious plan

was set in motion

-

why was all this so entangled

why the plan so badly drawn

shifted time and shifted space

fatally synchronized

-

you went to pieces

and reached out talk to me..

just a cold i have to go now

no more new message from thee

(© 2008I24BBEB)

measured by

thoughts floating to another

-

however one may want it

eden as well as desert

eventually become history

so don’t take happiness for granted

no one gives it

everyone can take it away

-

for we’re not free

nor are we

the guards of joy

as we cannot build

only destroy

-

is there anything worse

than to have to forget the past

for that is where is worth

the goal just is

the journey lasts

(© 2007XII19BBEB)

did you have to leave

just when

summer

was about to begin that eve

may sound naive

to believe, not deceive

confuse and grieve

-

from walking on air

and talking rubbish

ephemeral dream

crashed on self esteem

to wear and tear

rather dullish

-

how

do I have to fill the void

you left

just when

what was to be enjoyed

tried to avoid

annoyed

suddenly got destroyed

(© 2007BBeB)

come

and go

but you

as caring and true

as you

will stay in my heart for ever

you were there

to share the joys

and take the pains

thank you for being

my all season friend

a blessing in my life

forever

close we may walk

side by side

forever close

we may live

ten thousand miles apart

a friend like you

will always be

close to my heart

close to me

you know

I think of you

I care for you

you dippy you

you said

if you didn’t know

it yet

(© 2007BBEB)

lonelier than the last morning star

how can I understand the reasons

why now you’re away so far

-

weeks are passing

just the way they used to

before we were trespassing

I’m still too confused to

-

lost are those budding days

when we tried to defy the mores of time

when we lived our april ways

when we did noth’n but climb

-

search to find a way to lever

since memories seem deaf and blind

of a couple of weeks that will for ever

treasure your presence in my mind

(© 2007BBEB)

I enjoyed yours

and you did mine

now tell me what is left

after that awful day you left

-

I know it’s probably better

like this

but that doesn’t make it better,

I miss

you still so much. So please

give me at least a sign

so please

please be benign

-

love is not all cuddle and kissing

come back for just a while

coz that what’s between longing and missing

is all what’s life’s worthwhile

(© 2007BBEB)

defying laws of time and place

while I’m the stranger in the street

intruding people’s space

-

as all at once

I see your shadow

attracting your attention

my eyes now holding yours

like in adolescence

just a brief time window

a plea for comprehension

and living how she soars

-

does the virus work

over ocean distance

prevent going beserk

and unmine resistance

left in iron silence

sound of the unspoken

end of hearts’ abundance

souls’ connection broken

(© 2007BBEB)

felt thriving in tension you create

feeling, let me wander, but not too far

pull me close and be your star

-

coming to the past through present

in a hopeless trip to dead-end

until came that terrible morning

beginning of this awful mourning

-

now I’m thinking back

to then

like I was thinking back

of when

-

I fear now that you are gone

I’m sorry I did not persevere

back then

I’m sorry that I left you, done

that I let you disappear

just when

-

wisdom, firm on its all-time seat

reprimanding clipped minds

my life ‘n soul will no more meet

hope you see my vision blinds

(© 2007BBEB)

when the day is almost done

when time begins to dim

the memories

of the day that’s gone

of weeks of bliss now grim

-

I see flowers and daisies

I hear the birds and maybe

I know nature’s bright

but day is almost night

-

yes the world’s still there

but I see no more where

beauty is I was so sure of

words through which I felt your love

-

could I have chosen another fashion

to protect that flaming passion

now drop the crumbs ‘n keep on trying

and so avoid my inside dying

(© 2007BBEB)

aware of her captive audience

there is something urgent

to fill you in on me

-

keyboard as the sole witness

past in action replay

future building up

under swift long fingers

-

flower power daisy squiggles

enhanced the words that arose

come into being on the screen

destiny had grabbed her heart

-

and as the clock approached 3pm

she knew he’d be there again

she saw her fingers tiptoe to him:

I will NEVER stop my love for you. I promise

(© 2007BBEB)